So far my day was upside down, today Imma in a happy mood but tomorrow might be my worst day ever. I know that I'm not supposed to complain about all the things happen because it is what we called FATE. Allah have wrote all that, and me as one of His tiny creature should be grateful :) 

All of this lines were things that always cross on my mind. 

All we need is strength to be stronger,

not physically but MENTALLY and EMOTIONALLY

:)

My friend said that higher power come with higher responsibility, sometimes I wonder what does it feel to be a prime minister. HAHAHA

So now, here I'm in Perak again. New semester. hmmmm I hope all is well. You know what, I really interested with this subject ; Real Estate Agency Practice I. Its all about MONEY bebeyh *keching keching. Suddenly I feel like I wanna be an estate agent, like seriously. The more property you sell, the richer you'll be  hihihi

This morning my lecturer ask us what is basic requirement in our life in order to live. She said it will be SHELTER, FOOD and CLOTHS. But in my mind behind all that things there is another thing that is more important and we called it as MONEY. I know it sound like I'm a mata duitan but can you think it. Without money how can you get all that shelter, foods and cloths. Think about that as deep as you can and until you fall asleep. ahhh crapppp

Just now I checked my course outlines and felt kinda nervous. Wanna know why??? I think this next sem gonna be tougher than before. For me the first semester kinda easy, second semester was medium, and opp kosss the third sem will be more difficult. Ya Allah, there is nothing easy in this world, all we have to do is get through it. My subject for the next semester is within the red line. 21 credit hour je, can say goodbye to DL or say here I come DL. wattafakkkk

So yeah whatever.
A few days ago I when for a vacation with maaa family~~
Actually I've been there before, but its ok. At least we didn't stay at the same hotel and didn't do the same thing. This time more towards nature nature thingyyy...

this is a part of my adventure in Cherating, Pahang. Aceceh adventure nyaaaa @.@
I kinda wish that in future there is a river behind of my house, but you can skip the part where there's gonna be a lotssss of alligator, snake, lizard, and much more reptiles and also skip the part where this river will be smelly after rain.
So save our nature!
Zzzzzzz

You know, during a heartbreak I got my own playlist. Which I called them heartbreak playlist, I will play all this songs over and over again. Sometimes I kinda get strength by listening the songs. Ahhhh, just imagine when in the middle of the night suddenly you felt really sad without any reason and got no one to express your feeling or even a words can't describe how you feel, I think listen to the songs is the only solution I can find. Somehow being melancholic make you feel like a loser, but urmmm I think sometimes it's ok if you feel like a loser because after you get over that feeling you will get this power, a very very magical power that make you feel like a super-power-women again HAHA. me being dramatic and will always be a dramatic person. LOSERRRR

So here's some of my heartbreak playlist 

1. pixie lott - turn it up

2. ellie goulding - be mine

3. sara bareillis - gonna get over you

4. john mayer - i'm gonna find another you

5. amy winehouse - tears dry on their own

6. stacie orrico - i'm not missing you

7. jessie j - nobody's perfect 

8. pixie lott - everybody hurt sometimes

9. michelle branch - sooner or later

10. jessie j - who you are

Actually I pick the songs randomly, there are some more but I think 10 is enough. Well you have to know the lyrics by all of your heart, then of coz you will feel the emotion that the song is trying to show you. aceceh, merepek. ^.^